See when you find out something you already knew but didn’t want to hear it again… Yeah I hate that.
The girl I liked in my work for ages is leaving in 2 weeks and although she has a boyfriend and all that I’m still going to miss her. So much.
I honestly feel like crap. I just want to go home and just sleep for days on end. I have been feeling so depressed for the last few weeks. I need to sort myself out.
I just really don’t get why my family/friends don’t let me just be alone. I don’t drink any more, therefore there’s no reason for me to go out. And I just generally hate being away from my home/room.
I swear its to do with not being let down. If I’m alone/exclude myself, no-one can let me down and also people annoy me. Ironically I have a customer service job that I’m incredibly good at… But then again, I’m so used to puting on a face/front that people really don’t see through it.
There’s very few people I know that I could talk to for ages. My best friend Emma. A girl I’ve only known about 6 months but she says she can’t live without me but in reality I’m the one that can’t live without her. That’s it actually.. I really don’t like people…